ITS MY PATHETIC LIFE....

When all dreams vanish

n' all hopes disappear!

When you feel tired running through your life!

Just don't give up ...

Just RUN!!!RUN ..........!

RUN towards your dreams ,

RUN harder towards your "goals"!

'Cause dreams are made

Only to come to "reality"!!

REALITY THAT I CAN' BEAR ALONE....

let the time speak....

ak di duga lagi...
ntah apa kesalahan ak agknya...
ak kena terima ngn tabah..
ak xtaw if this thing is called kegagalan...
manusia do learn from mistakes...
but to bear the failure is totally not easy for me..
i don't have enough courage to handle it....
it is not a definitely failure..
i still can change it.. but it is not under my "bidang kuasa" to change it...

apa yang kita nak xsemestinya kita dapat...
apa yg kita nak n dapat xsemestinya baik untuk kita...

kadang2 apa yg kita xdapat itu baek untuk kita...
tp kita kena pandai menilai pilihan yg kita ada...

masalah untuk ak ialah ak xpandai buat pilihan..
ak sll merasakan pilihan yg ak buat tu xbaek..
so usually i will follow my heart... apa kata hati
n if I'm not certain with my own decision, i will just follow the flow of condition at that time..

but i hope i make the wise decision this time..
it's related to my own future...

although i think that i have make my parents dissapointed with me,
but they actually support me in everything i do...

thanks mama n abah...
without u'll, me nothing...

and to all my friends that support me, thank again
korang mmg kwn yg baek....
thanks for all the support n advise...

ak bukan kalah tanpa mencuba,
i'm not a loser...
but the condition set me in this situation..
pray for me..

and i wish u guys good luck...
success

my life

Don give a Damn...
[ my kazen -one n my bro - macha ]


my life... kinDa stuck rite now...
1 by 1 probs...
arghh... can't bear it nemore..
ketensionan melampaui batasan...


ak juz berharap, ALLAH muDahkn urusan ku..
lembutkn ati en ZALIMan n panel2 nt...
ak nk pergi Dari sini.......
help me will ya.....

just for you ......

Gembira, sedih, cinta dan benci adalah asam garam kehidupan...

Kesempurnaan adalah kelemahan..

Kelemahan hidup dalam kesempurnaan...

Selepas malam ada siang..

Selepas hujan timbul pelangi...

Kegembiraan dan kesedihan sentiasa ada dalam kehidupan kita...

Masa kesusahan JANGAN CEPAT MENGALAH....

KEHIdUPAN TERLALU INdAH!!!!!

[ hehe.. not a nice pix... i'm very bad using photoshop... but, hope u will like it ]


smile owez dek..
hope u can be like before...
a cheerful and delighted boy...
n pegang those words...

ur frenz always be ur side..
banyak bersabar k...

[ LYRICS ] Alex (Clazziquai) - Flowerpot

Alex (Clazziquai) - Flowerpot

Flowerpot

Far, far, you come from a distance
How must my quivering heart speak?
From the very start, you took my heart
I couldn't recover from the illness you gave me
I want to become a flower pot
I constantly pray

I want to become a flowerpot at your small window
Even if I won't be able to say anything
From time to time, I'll receive your smiles and touch
And I could watch your sleeping face endlessly

Faraway, faraway, you're going somewhere far away
How must I stop these falling tears?
From the very start, you stole my heart
And made me suffer from an illness I couldn't recover from
I want to become a flower pot
I constantly pray

I want to become a flowerpot at your small window
even if I won't be able to say anything
from time to time, I'll receive your smiles and touch
and I could watch your sleeping face endlessly

I want to become a flowerpot at your small window
even if I won't be able to say anything
from time to time, I'll receive your smiles and touch
and I could gaze at your sleeping face to no end

I want to become a flowerpot at your small window
even if I won't be able to say anything
from time to time, I'll receive your smiles and touch
and I could watch your sleeping face endlessly

[ LYRICS ] SAd TANGO bY RAIN

What I gotta do to make you mine?
What should I be giving myself to find?
Any clue that you might've left behind
Baby please give me a sign
I can never walk away like this
Giving up on you
And it's true
It's the only one thing that I'm sure
Only one thing that is so pure
Pure enough my heart can cure
There's so much I can endure
Baby can you please come back to me
To my arms, please
Finding ways to get you back
Everyday I'm asking to myself
What's the reason that you turned your back to me?
How am I supposed to live?
Searchin' places you might be
Anywhere I'll go if I can meet
You and tell you how I need you here with me
I can't live without your love
Why can't I just give up and let go?
When it's over and I know
Everywhere I look for high and low
Couldn't find you and it shows that you don't want me to come to you
Come to you again
So I tried
Tried to live my life without you here
But what I run into is more fear
Can you hear my words, they're so sincere
That I really need you near
Baby why can't you see this is real?
Please come back, baby
Finding ways to get you back
Everyday I'm asking to myself
What's the reason that you turned your back to me?
How am I supposed to live?
Searchin' places you might be
Anywhere I'll go if I can meet
You and tell you how I need you here with me
I can't live without your love
It's too late to say these words of redemption
I should've known better
If I can turn back the clock, I'll do anything and everything
All I need is just one more chance, let me prove my love to you
Let me show you, let me tell you how much I miss you
You're all that I need girl
Finding ways to get you back
Everyday I'm asking to myself
What's the reason that you turned your back to me?
How am I supposed to live?
Searchin' places you might be
Anywhere I'll go if I can meet
You and tell you how I need you here with me
I can't live without your love



Boku no moto hanarete mou
Hantoshi tatou toshiteru no ni ima da ni boku wa
Kimi no nokoshita gurosu ya
Fureguransu wo ima mo omoidasu

Sousa miren ga mashiitte iu kedo
Itsumo saikou datta yo kimi ga ichiban
Boku no RIIDO de mou ichido odorou
come to me
to my arms please

*Kanawa nai kedo kimi wo motometeru yo
Kanau mono nara sugu ni mo kimi no te wo tori
Finding ways to get you back
All I want is U
Demo mada chikaduke nai kyori wo kanjiru no sa
feel my heart

Tamashii ga nuketa mitai
Sou iwarete mo shikata ga nai yo ima no boku ja
Kimi tono ai no hibi owara nai to
Sou zutto shinjiteta

Soredemo
Mada kimi no ayamachi yurusete shimau jibun ga motto setsunai
Ima wa hitori odori tsudukeru dake sa
Please come back baby

*Repete

Itsu no hi ka wakari aeru
Ashita wo shinjite
Kidukaseru sa kimi no kokoro no oku ni
All I need motomeru mono ga aru hazu sa
Let me show you
Let me tell you how much I miss you
Kimi wo matsu girl

someone called sahabat......

" aku mencintai sahabatku dengan segenap jiwaku....
sahabat yang baik adalah yang seiring denganku dan menjaga nama baikku ketika aku hidup dan selepas ak mati...
ku hulurkan tangan pada sahabatku untuk berkenalan kerana aku akan berasa senang...."