Monday, June 8, 2009

aenaisaigo

.....death....
...is peaceful...
...easy...


....life....
...tragic...
...difficult...
....full of despair....
... hard ...


that is what i feel lately....
why? i dont know.. i feel stress..depressed...
why? i dont know...
tekanan ... from my environment...
the most part that i hate.. its ruin everything about me..
my spirit.. my courage to face the world..again..
feels like everything i do, will definately fail.. n everything keeps going wrong...
i try to live...
try to breath freely.. try to live as a normal person...
"bila dunia seakan menjauhi anda, anda tetap mempunyai ALLAH untuk mengadu.right?"
but it still not make me calm...

m... if found this lyric when i read a novel...

jika engkau bersedih pastilah ini ada maksudnya
andai engkau bisa tertawa seharusnya bahagia

dan jika karma itu ada.. berpeganglah atas hatimu
karna kautak kan bisa.. mengabaikan takdirmu

tak usah lagi engkau menangis
seperti dulu melemahkan niatmu
semoga bertemu kembali
tetapkan hati berjuang bersama lagi

tahu kah engkau bahwa cinta itu adalah anugerah
sama seperti adanya hidup kita hidup ini
mengertikah engkau bahwasanya gagal itu bukanlah kekalahan
selama engkau memahami apa yang menguji hatimu


hee.. nice lyrics rite..
a song lyric from PADI - Jika Engkau Bersedih...
a part from the novel from leeya myra sis - Ceritera Rindu
but somehow, its doesnt make me feel good yet..

aduyai.. i so afraid to face the world again...

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